We live in a real world, so realistic actually.
No miracles,No happy ever after ,nor prince charming or magic.

And definitely no super heros.

Strong men and women with super powers and incredible capabilities,fantastic speed, outstanding eyesight and balance. We look at them as they are GODS. We look at them as they are capable of anything and can do anything.

People say that superheroes don't exist, that they are a myth.

But I don't think so.
I believe in superheroes, maybe my version of superheroes is quite different than yours but still for me they are SUPERHEROES .

My superheros don't have fantastic powers or speed but they definitely more powerful than us. AT LEAST ME.

They can control me, mess with my brain, they can brainwash me, make me do what they want or in a more specific way.......FEEL WHAT THEY WANT.

I am talking about those who mess with our emotions...control them..you may don't feel it but actually they can play us just like a marionettist .

I am talking about the ones we love. The ones we bound to. Soulmates . It's doesn't have to be a romantic relationship. Any relationship. A partner. A lover. A friend. Any relationship that can bound you emotionally and change you.

A word. Just a word from them can make us sad..happy...laugh. ...cry or miserable. It's incredible how word could change you and control you so much ,yet it's not just a word.. it's a person.

A person can have the power to mess with someone's emotions, yet brain, yet decisions, yet actions.

See, that's the superpower I am talking about. But still the question is.

What makes us so weak?
What makes them so strong?
And how long will you be just a marionette in the hands of the marionettist? ?

An update: This is not a book review. It's just me trying to open up. I am sorry for the misunderstanding of my blog post. I know it looks a little bit creepy, But believe me this is the ugly truth. Manipulation has way different forms and shapes. When you spent all day thinking about a word said to you, instead of studing for finals. That's a manipulation. When you lose weight for someone, not your self. That's a manipulation. When you are so mad at some one and he says that you shouldn't be mad and blams you for it. That's a manipulation. But you know what??? You blam yourself and start to think that you did all that by your own free will. That's really the manipulation I am talking about. A brainwashed mind...sorry again for the misunderstanding . I hope you got it. But believe me I have been there and I know what I am talking about.

A friend of mine once asked me "what do you want most in life?"
I told him " I want to be mute" .. I know my answer is weird.Even me sometimes don't believe my own voice,but it's true.. I really want to stay quiet .I want to close my eyes and just breath..in ...out.

I became so desperate that I wished that I won't hear my voice again,so people won't hope that I would answer...

See answers are always a problem,whether they are in exams or in real life.
Here is the problem you are supposed to answer the right questions with the right answers in the right time...

You have to be perfect..but I amnot...I am faaaaaaaaaaar from perfect..I really wanna be mute...silence is a privilege nowadays...A privilege she had,,but sadly nothing come without a cost.

Oakley.. such a beautiful name and soul had this privilege..she chose not to talk. She really was my favourite character in the favourite book, with her lovely features and unique personality . She was one of a kind..Quiet but not creepy. Cute but not awkward. Her personality is what really made her bestfriend fall for her..COLE, my second best character.

He was the perfect American lover boy. .with angelic face and a smile to die for....yeah,the whole school was salivating on him. .but remember when I said there is nothing without a cost????

This story isn't about lovely romance it's about fear and ignorance

It's about conquering your inner demons

The most amazing thing in this story Silence (it has also a sequal"broken silence")..is the writer talked about a very sensitive subject without any inappropriate scenes or graphics or suisidal tendances. ..

After you you finish the books, you won't feel bad or heart broken .. so without being any more spoiler. .Go ahead and read SILENCE BY NATASHA PRESTON

REMEMBER TO JUST HUG YOUR CHILD AND PROTECT HIM ,NO MATTER WHAT..
.THIS WORLD IS FULL OF EVIL SOULS WITH ANGELIC FACES

It was kinda weird. I was this weird kid.l have never had a hobby. I was the fat kid at the corner  (still fat lol). I tried to be anything. .everything. Basket. Volleyball.
I tried to be a scientist and inventor whatever but all went to fail.Until.....

I remember one day. I was in grade 10. I was just scrolling play store and just found an app, I remember it's named as it was yesterday. .100000+ebookreader. Downloaded it with nothing in mind..didn't know what it was. I started to download books with nothing in mind,  I have never been an avid reader and didn't think I would ever be (guess I was wrong after all)

I downloaded a book called obsidian.  Started with the first page than the second. .the third.........the next chapter...Chapter 4......Chapter 10...in one sitting. ...without even realizing the time or the place

And from that day I have never been without a book. ..and my goal is by 2020 I would finish 1000 books.

Thanks, Jennifer

This is not your typical review post. But This is also not your typical blog.

Obsidian was the first book I read. The first of 800. It was damn well worth it.