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Wednesday, April 24, 2019

Luck is playing hide and seek
Ugly duckling, I was the new geek
Curious to make it to the peak
Knowing, it killed the cat and the geek
Expert now, I was once a freak
Stupidly holding the tears. Never speak
Through hell, the weak girl is now chic


Gone girl is nothing to what I became
Imagine a victim got money and fame
Reasons fly when I am game
Lost all I ever had, including the shame



Astronomically, fear became a power
Lavish boldly, through dare no cower
Iceberg of diamonds can shower
Vigorous past, A man's glower
Eve wins, women overpower



 How can a woman be so powerful yet so weak at the same time?
Picture of a girl. Girl power. A book review on luckiest girl alive



Well, they didn't say Eve got Adam out of heaven for nothing. Women are powerful, in an incredibly destructive way. And Tifani ( the main character ) is an example of how a woman can be FATALLY smart.

 Book review with a little poetic touch on " Luckiest Girl Alive " by Jessica Knoll 


Now that we got the little poetic touch out of the way, we can start with the real deal.
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1) Meet the next gone girl, Tifani Fanelli:


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There was no one I wouldn't hurt to stay 
 Page 84

Tifani Fanelli - the main character in Jessica knoll's bestselling novel " Luckiest girl alive " - is an expert in sweet talking, compliments and choosing her words precisely. She sugarcoats them into perfection.
She knows what you want before wanting it, says what you need to hear.
She is a manipulator. But what made her this way? What had she been through to be this experienced?
Sorry, I can't tell. You'll figure these out when you read the book.


2) A book with lifetime lessons:


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 Is it rape If you can't remember what happened?  
Page 106

Another thing - or to be more specific... things - I have acknowledged in the book is how much lessons you could learn just by reading a book? The question above is a fair example. Is it rape when you can't remember it? Is taking something against your free will is considered a robbery if you can't remember it's occurrence? 


Does being violently murdered, can make a rapist, a hero? Same thing. Those questions are discussed in the book in a talented narrative voice, a thrilling vibe and extraordinary word choices.

Yet, for the questions above, no one really knows an exact answer for them.




3) A guide on how to be smart:


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 People do love a good victim 
page 299

What's the difference between innocence and stupidity, the difference is in the latter you have a choice, but in innocence, you don't have much.Tiffani is a weird mix of both. I think the writer wanted to introduce this type of characters. It's amazing how much a person can change over time. As much as it happens every day to every one of us. Most characters aren't set that way.

The luckiest girl alive represents a guide on how to be smart. People love a good victim, indeed. They feel obligated to help and support a good cause. It lessens their thirst for heroism and power. So, Tifani knew this and used this information well. She used other's weakness to pretty weak small things like herself. She became aware of every little detail. 


If you can summarise this book in a few lines. They would be:
No good things happen to stupid hysterical people or dump aggressive ones, those are easily predicted, easily triggered and easily-beaten.

The storytelling is one of a kind, the events are so vague yet intriguing. You don't know what's coming to you. You can't even imagine or envision what the next chapter will hold for you.


) She is the luckiest girl alive, isn't she?


You only scream, when you are finally safe. 
 Page 107

Was Tifani a victim? Does a mistake determine your life forever? Cause believe it or not. People are like eyeshadow palettes. Each one is filled with so many different colours, we only focus on the colour that matches best with what we wear.


Throughout the book, you will ask yourself, whether Tifani is really a victim or not. Between a perplexed teenager who desperately needed friends to a bold woman who doesn't stop till she gets what she wants lies the mystery. She wanted so badly to belong, so bad that she lost herself in the process. But you know what's funny?  We were born to socialise, to affect and be affected. We were meant to mark each other equally, reshape each other's life.
The funny thing is 80% of us only draws and the other 20% just live with the ugly shapes the others left.


Tiffani wanted so much to belong, that she gave them the pen and urged them to miss her up




5) Last but never least:


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My rating is 5 out of 5. It's a Psychological thriller. The adjectives are unique. The characters are so realistic that I could really see them in person, but, the powerful thing about the book is the author's voice. The storytelling is page-turning, highly anticipating with wrenching points. Jessica has a unique power of word-manipulating, it gives you chills. 

She made me predict an Ending, wanting a second and at the end, I found a completely different ending than the first two.



You can find the author HERE

So, you feel interested in the book, gonna read it? Yes. No. It's ok, cause it was never about a book, paper or words. It's all about being adventurous, fearless and proud. Its all about the experiences we get from books. 

Books are Journeys. As well as my reviews. I don't review the characters, the flow, the writing style or the script. 
I review me after reading the book.
Keep reading, you are worth it, books are worth it.




This is my Review of the Month for the review collection on LovelyAudiobooks.info












Tuesday, April 2, 2019



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Based on a free-hand sketch by Ali Khaled




Borrowed air flew like an uninvited guest
Either mine stayed nor hers are left
Faces suffocating, blurring the best
Oval face, pink cheeks. Sun-kissed
Reality broke in, A fear we can't resist
Earth evolves the sun, mine stopped to test

WilI I choose her, A future better than the rest
Either her love or mine, two never fit the nest

Warriors are either born or made
Eagles are different kinds and shade
Reign my life, I am not afraid
Either choice hard to bait

So, you love her enough to put a metal gun?
Towards your temple, like a sacred nun
Ready to give up the career you never begun
Always asking if love worths the run?
Now you choose, it's almost done
Gone with the wind, years after love. No fun
Reality broke in, love already won
Seconds in love, happier than a career in a ton



To art we shall surrender...to love we shall survive.

So far away from home. A book review that might help you figure your life out.


Would you stay if I asked you to?
Would you sacrifice your dreams for the one you love? If you have a choice to take, would you choose a future with the one you love or a future with the career you've always wanted?



1) How do I choose?


Grace and Matt. The main characters in the book. From the first few lines in it, you might think it's like a normal cheesy book about love lost and found. 
And it is. The trick here isn't the main idea of the book. But the possibility and the choice. The lesson you learn. The print this book leaves in you.

If you have a choice to make? Would it be a success or a love?? Would you choose to be high from love or respected in a career?? I am sure you always asked yourself this question. Worried nonsense if your partner worths the sacrifice. But still, you never got your answer. Still in a loop. Keep reading you might find it here after all.






2) Choose A home:


Still waiting for an answer. Listen up.
Get a girl who can share a joint with!
That's a line I kept thinking and rethinking all the time while reading. Grace wasn't the perfect lady in the world, she had her fair share of fu*ked up life, however, Matt loved her. He saw her more than appearances fake etiquette. He saw her as a home.

To love someone isn't about finding a funny partner or an easy-to-talk or understanding one. It's all about the comfort zone. That tight little space that you wrap around yourself. 

Well, Imagine that space is a whole person. With hopes and dreams, smiles and laughter. 
A flesh and blood. Wouldn't you fall in love?
I would have. If I found the safety of a book in a person. The escapism of a joint in a person. The beauty of art in a person. The sweetness of a pineapple in a person.

We spend our whole lives looking for love when what we should be looking in the first place is comfort. Safety. Home.

If you found a home in a person. pull him into your arms. Lock him up in a distant tower, cause no amount of money or promotions can give you the happiness you would feel with that person.




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3) Career wins, sometimes:


Some people are like music. You love them, you love yourself with them, they become your comfort zone, those small peaks of heaven you lust. But if they become too close or the music turned too loud, it becomes defeating, you distaste their headache, put your hands on your ears and lust for their silence.

I am talking about routine. When you get used to someone's presence that his voice doesn't give you goosebumps like before. He doesn't amaze you like he used to be. You start to wonder if he has changed or the fog of fake love and worship has dissolved. 

If that so, choose a career to build up your life. Don't lose both. Cause man that spark of love is gonna put down, sooner or later.


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4) Faith in love:


What is faith if it didn't endure? 
Page 69 

Love is cruel.  It takes more than gives. Your sole existence becomes dependent on the existence of your beloved. Every breath you catch is a result of his breath divided by 2. You get what's left of air around him.
And if there's no him. There's no air. There's no you.
So, what is faith if not meant to endure the cruelty of love? The pain of loss? 
What is love if it doesn't give us hope?




5) Last but never least: 


Happiness is a life full of love and success. whether you choose to take a step towards career before love or love before career. Life is both, where variety determines our choices those who felt disliked choose love and those who felt like losers choose a career and between great and not so great choices lie the ugly souls who hurt us and left a dark print in our lives.

A print we felt obligated to erase with wrong choices.



So, you feel interested in the book, gonna read it? Yes. No. It's ok, cause it was never about a book, paper or words. It's all about being adventurous, fearless and proud. Its all about the experiences we get from books. 

Books are Journeys. As well as my reviews. I don't review the characters, the flow, the writing style or the script. 
I review me after reading the book.
Keep reading, you are worth it, books are worth it.




This is my Review of the Month for the review collection on LovelyAudiobooks.info